Have I told you lately?

I had a little “self-pity” recently, the kind that makes you want chocolate, with nuts! Luckily I didn’t have any on hand, except the dark chocolate dipped strawberries someone had sent to me and being totally selfish at that moment I ate three before I offered to share with the family! In this same mood, I got into my car and plugged my phone into my sound system to soothe myself by listening to some old favorites. I have a lot of favorites but the one I chose today was Have I Told You Lately That I Love You, by Van Morrison. It set off a flood of memories and thoughts. A memory from when I was very young came up first, I remembered playing in a little sandbox using cups to make buildings, I had an old billfold that daddy had given me to play with and to my surprise I opened the wallet and there was a twenty dollar bill in it! I took it in the house to daddy not understanding his reaction as he burst into tears and started thanking God for answering his prayer! Seems that he needed that amount of money for something important, and was at that point, penniless! I can’t explain how it happened, but knowing that God created us from the dust of the earth, I like to think He created that twenty-dollar bill from the sand! OK, so it was probably in some hidden fold to save, and then forgotten about, but it’s my memory.

One day Jesus was discussing paying taxes with His disciple, Peter. Jesus had asked Peter, “Who pays the taxes the King levies?” Peter answered, “The subjects”. Jesus said, “Then the children get off free, right? But so we don’t upset them needlessly, go down to the lake, cast a hook, and pull in the first fish that bites. Open its mouth and you’ll find a coin. Take it and give it to the tax collectors, it will be enough for both of us.” (Matthew 17:26-27) That memory tucked away I thought of the last time I saw my grandfather Mushegan. I cannot write this without crying as I think of his words of wisdom to me. I wish I had paid more attention, listened a little closer, did I tell him that I loved him? The same with my Uncle, always telling me things I needed to do with my life, did I say, “Uncle Harding, I love you?” My Uncle Nap, my dad’s last remaining sibling, called me today and I told him I loved him over and over again just to make sure he knew how happy I was to hear from him.

It’s easy to think of things like this, after the fact, isn’t it? Hearing a song that dredges up feelings can help you bring them to the surface and deal with them. For all the times I have fallen on my knees and cried out to God with only “Help me” being audible, times He has given me direct answers, have I told Him that I loved Him?

John 14:21 “The person who knows my commandments and keeps them, that’s who loves me. And the person who loves me will be loved by my Father, and I will love him and make myself plain to him.”

The reality test on whether or not we love God’s children is this: Do we love God? Do we keep his commands? I guess the point is in the old adage “Actions speak louder than words.” If we love Him keep His commandments and love even His unlovable children!

 

About harolene

Thank you for stopping by for a visit! If you read my thoughts you will see that I am sometimes serious, at other times sappy or funny, occasionally I am sad and sentimental, but I am always sincere! I am a single mother who raised two children, born ten years apart and different sexes so first it was bows and dolls, pretty dresses and boys! When my son was born it was rough and tumble games, baseball, soccer, wrestling and girls! I am known for my "smile" and for my default answer to any situation, "no problem", which was something I didn't realize I did until it was pointed out to me! I am a moon watcher and a star gazer. I am astounded and feel so small knowing that every creature that has ever walked the face of this earth has gazed upon that same beautiful orb that my eyes can behold on any night when the earth is not wearing her cloak of clouds. My parents have made me the person that I am. Their love, veracity in all areas of life, humor and passion for their work and each other have given me hope that my life can actually be a happy one! Chances are if you are reading this you already know all this but again, I appreciate your stopping by! While you're here hit the "Like" button for me and thanks for checking in!
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One Response to Have I told you lately?

  1. Patricia Bowen says:

    Funny I got an answer , I had wondered if Bishop Harrys remaning brother was alive and YES. I Love you Pastor Harolene !!!!!!

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