Stuck in the Middle

The lyrics to an old song kept running in my IMG_2511mind, so I looked it up and found it kind of fit my life! Yes I’m stuck in the middle with you, And I’m wondering what it is I should do, It’s so hard to keep this smile from my face, Losing control, yeah, I’m all over the place, Clowns to the left of me, Jokers to the right, Here I am, stuck in the middle with you.

I described my state of mind to someone as feeling it was in a blender, everything spinning, not knowing what would pop up next! It’s like watching a pot of vegetable soup boil, a carrot comes to the top, then a wedge of potato, an onion or piece of celery, that’s what life is like, what comes up next? I am confessing this because I think a lot of us are in the same position. There are so many things to decide on, we have problems with our children, even grown children, finances, and our job, and for a long while I was, as many of you are, the middle of a generation sandwich, so many things.

Joel 3: 14-17 “Mass confusion, mob uproar—in Decision Valley! God’s Judgment Day has arrived in Decision Valley.” The sky turns black, sun and moon go dark, and stars burn out. God roars from Zion, shouts from Jerusalem. Earth and sky quake in terror. But God is a safe hiding place, a granite safe house for the (God’s children) children of Israel. Then you’ll know for sure that I’m your God. That verse shows us that no matter what our circumstances are, God has us in His hand! He has the whole WORLD in His hand! Please don’t come back with “if God was so good what about all the wars and starving children) I have talked about that, ad nauseum, in other posts. There have been so many tragedies with the floods, hurricanes, tornadoes, so many dead. Sometimes it seems that the ones who died were the blessed ones, not to have to try to survive one more day under such terrible conditions. So much controversy from our local communities to the World wide stage, and it affects us, every one.

1 Kings 18:21 Elijah came to all the people, and said, “How long will you falter between two opinions? If the LORD is God, follow Him; but if Baal, follow him.” But the people answered him not a word.

Seems the people way back then were trying to decide if God was God, and still today. When I find myself in the valley of decision at times, I pray the prayer the Shepherd King prayed Psalm 61:2 God, listen to me shout, bend an ear to my prayer. When I’m far from anywhere, down to my last gasp, I call out,” Guide me up High Rock Mountain!”  My dad used to sing a song: “Lead me to the Rock that is higher than I, that will be a shelter for me.” God is our strong tower in times of trouble.

Psalm 34:6 When I was desperate, I called out, and GOD got me out of a tight spot. Has He gotten you out of any tight spots lately?

What’s got you stuck in the middle?

I can’t decide when to do the repairs that need to be done on my house, I have to decide certain things with my finances, or whether I would ever commit to marry again, but one thing I don’t have to decide on is my love for God. I also know “the Lord is my Shepherd, I shall not want, He makes me to lie down in green pastures and leads me beside clear water, He restores my soul, He leads me in paths of righteousness, even when I walk in death valley I am not afraid!” I also know this, God doesn’t like for you to be stuck in the middle, or indecisive! Look at James 1:6-8 But let him ask in faith, with no doubting, for he who doubts is like a wave of the sea driven and tossed by the wind. For let not that man suppose that he will receive anything from the Lord; he is a double-minded man, unstable in all his ways.

No longer stuck in the middle, and you?

About harolene

Thank you for stopping by for a visit! If you read my thoughts you will see that I am sometimes serious, at other times sappy or funny, occasionally I am sad and sentimental, but I am always sincere! I am a single mother who raised two children, born ten years apart and different sexes so first it was bows and dolls, pretty dresses and boys! When my son was born it was rough and tumble games, baseball, soccer, wrestling and girls! I am known for my "smile" and for my default answer to any situation, "no problem", which was something I didn't realize I did until it was pointed out to me! I am a moon watcher and a star gazer. I am astounded and feel so small knowing that every creature that has ever walked the face of this earth has gazed upon that same beautiful orb that my eyes can behold on any night when the earth is not wearing her cloak of clouds. My parents have made me the person that I am. Their love, veracity in all areas of life, humor and passion for their work and each other have given me hope that my life can actually be a happy one! Chances are if you are reading this you already know all this but again, I appreciate your stopping by! While you're here hit the "Like" button for me and thanks for checking in!
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